Weight Lifted!

The drama continued today...

Lets sum things up.

12/11 Thursday
Tracy winks at Drew on match

12/12 Friday
11:45 pm I leave Drew's house
12 am-ish he emails Tracy via match and asks for more photos of her

12/13 Saturday
9:50 am Tracy emails Drew and among other things asking for his email and whether or not anyone is pining for his time

2pm ish Drew and I talk for two hours. Drew agrees not to go on match. I tell him I will let him know whether or not I can continue later.

10pm ish I call Drew and tell him that I'm okay with things, especially after our talk. We talk for about a 1/2 hour and make plans for me to go to his his place Sunday evening at 5pm

11 pm Drew emails Tracy and tells her no one is pining for his time that he is aware of and gives her his home email.


12/14 Sunday
9 am ish Tracy emails Drew a couple more pics, compliments him on his looks and tells him that she is glad he is not seeing anyone.

5pm... I cannot go to Drew's knowing what I know. I call a friend and talk for a couple hours...

5:18 pm Drew emails Tracy telling her he likes her pics and tells her he'd like to talk.

12/15 Monday
I get into work... Drew sent me an email from his home email addy to my WORK addy telling me we are done, that he needs a break, and who knows when he will be okay to talk to me again.

He sent the email to me at 10:30ish pm on Sunday....

8:50 am ish Drew sends Tracy an email asking if she knows my sis or me...and for her phone number. Can you say paranoid and not wanting to get caught again? Keep in mind that I told him my sis caught him on match around Turkey Day.

11 am ish Tracy emails Drew asking why he would ask such a thing, but no she doesn't know them. She also says that at this point she's not comfortable giving out phone number. She's looking for serious relationship and is corresponding with a couple men and at this point is still uneasy about the internet thing. ;)

Around noon Drew calls me and leaves a message asking if I am okay and why hasn't he heard from me. He says he is going to text and that if I don't call he is going to come by. Keep in mind, Drew is off of work for the year and I am at work...not at home. He texts me - r u okay? I call him. I was down at the cafe' getting some food, so I missed his initial call. I am livid...his phone rings...he answers. I ask what he wants. He says he wants to make sure I am ok since I didn't call him all weekend. Liar. I called twice Saturday...and why the hell didn't he call last night? I tell him that I got his email and that it said not to call him, that he didn't want to talk to me right now. Silence. I ask why he said he was going to come by...he said he thought I was home. Home? I'm at work. It's Monday. WTF? He says he thought I wasn't working. I think, okay, whatever you lieing sack of shit. I ask why he couldn't have sent the email to my home address where I could read the break up letter in the privacy of my own home. No comment other than I blew him off yesterday evening. My fault...okay... He says he can't talk about this stuff. I say fine, good-bye and hang up.

1 pm ish Drew emails Tracy and confirms, for certain, no one is pining for his time (yeah he confirmed I got the break up letter!), that he still would like to talk and that he hopes they can get to know each other better.

Nice...

Spinless Coward - break up with me via email to my work!!!! What a lame ass!!!! Then when I don't respond, he freaks and calls ME with some bogus bullshit cop-out about being concerned...when I know he just wanted to confirm I got his email...so he could email his fake internet girlfriend!

I was up and down all day today...

But I have to say I am more up than anything. I haven't really cried at all this evening.

Who needs that crap? Not me!

I know I haven't been the most upfront and forthcoming about the way things played out at the end with him. But I had to do what I did to put it straight in my own mind how crooked this guy was/is. I had to find out for myself. I had to know and now I do. If I hadn't had done this...I would have been in the same situation for who knows how much longer.

Tracy will end it with Drew in the next Day or so... He's too boring and old for her. She's fun and young and full of life!

I must say that it's like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. It's still not a good feeling knowing that what I thought was a true friend stabbed me in the back, but I do feel better knowing the truth and am glad that I am able to start moving on with my life.