It seems I've been a bit testy lately. I think it has something to do with my sis telling me that she saw Drew with his "IM Me" on when she was helping her friend set up a profile on Match last week. We talked about it and I told him that it bothered me.
And even though we talked, sort of..., since then I've been pretty...well, not so good. I've been questioning everything over and over in my mind...and second guessing everything. And Drew made a comment tonight that I've been ... I forget what word he used. Not argumentative, but something like that.
After thinking about it, I'm sure this is (the whole match thing) what is at the root of me acting like I have been.
Drew has said that he has trust issues. Well, apparently, so do I!
Plus, after talking with my sis last night, she seems that I am about 10 steps ahead of him relationship-wise.
I could really love this man. I really could...
Looks like I'll have to tell him that I've been thinking about it and come to the conclusion that the match thing is bothering me more than I thought. And I will bring it up. I've been doing much better about that sort of thing....maybe that's why he thinks I am being testy? (again, he didn't use that word, I just can't recall what he said right now)
We'll see...
And for the readers....I hate to even ask this, but who from Milwaukee reads my blog? Just curious because Drew has a friend in Milwaukee and well, of course, now I am thinking all sorts of things... Bah!
As of late, my mind seems to be going in every direction...this way and that! ;P
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im from milwaukee area sue - an old friend from the IVF board "babyhoping2004"...but i dont know anybody name drew..
Sue, sometimes I wonder if we will ever get off those emotional roller coasters. if it's not one thing, it's another. It never seems to end, does it?
May there a little more peace of mind coming your way.
xox ~ H.
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