Not Lost

I surely thought that new guy was a lost cause...that I had blown it last weekend... Seems I was wrong...or rather more realistically that Gigi had taken over and made me a complete lunatic for a day or so.

Talked with him last night and tonight.

Last night seemed like he would be hanging out with his daughter all weekend...and I was going to be all wrapped up in running - coaching Saturday and a race Sunday.

Tonight, after a little more inquiry and prodding on my part, he asked if I wanted to come hang out with them Saturday...I said sure, why not, but I'd need to shower when I got there. ;P So he'll leave the garage thingy hidden somewhere for me and when I get done with my coaching and run Saturday, I'll swing by, shower and spend the day with him and his daughter.

Maybe he just needs me to encourage him and let him know that I'm interested... Although I'm not sure why. He's a good looking guy. Very outgoing. Appears to have it together (although we all know that could be an act....just look at me! LOL!!!!) But for some reason I get the feeling that he's not very secure with himself...I mean, he's half alluded to it himself... Or maybe he just likes to hear words of affirmation...where as I like to have quality time... I dunno...just thinkin'...

::sigh:: I want to kiss him...again... Last weekend, he said when we kissed it was like we were dancing... ::bigger, more wistful sigh::

It seems that when we give up on things is when we are most surprised that all is not lost after all...