Why...

Why is it that the person we want to forget about is on our minds the most?

I feel immensely lonely...

But I have to say that even if he wanted me back and was willing to give me the world...I don't think I have anything left to give.

I just don't understand why things have to be the way they are.

Or why things play out the way they do.

I don't understand alot of things...and am left wondering why...