Fallen...

Last Thursday Drew and I went to an outdoor concert in the park. We walked a good mile and a half there, sat and talked, listened to the music, walked back... I ended up staying the night...


Friday Drew came over we walked the dogs, I made something to eat, we lounged around and talked...got up Saturday a.m. and headed off to the PGA Championship. It was so relaxing to walk around, try to talk, but have to whisper...alas, we got rained out...but it was all good fun. We got home did our own thing for a while, Drew came back over, we ate (again!), walked dogs, watched TV and talked and laughed... Sunday, we got up - Drew went to swim and I ran...he came back over before noon and we were off to a festival, car show and the movies...


It was a very busy weekend... I think Drew was wondering how we were going to get along because he mentioned Monday in an email that no one ended up with a bloody nose! LOL!!!


Monday Drew came over and we walked the dogs up to his friend's, Lori, softball game. She's going through some tough times with infertility. I brought her a book and the two of us dominated the conversation with infertility chit chat... It brought back a lot of memories and it also spurred me thinking about my desire to go back to school...the good I could do...instead of the crap in the auto industry... :::sigh::: Someday...


Any who... Yesterday, a night off, but I still talked to Drew. Tonight, Drew is picking up some Chinese and should be here any minute. He'll be gone for the weekend, so this is the last time we'll be together for a several days. And he'll be staying the night, leaving for his golf weekend from here...


Even though I didn't want to...I've fallen for him... I love being with him. There is no pressure to be anything other than me and he accepts that. And I accept him.


...well, I wish he would be a little more affectionate, but he is coming around. When we were at the festival, he was touching my neck and reaching for me...and at the movies we held hands...so that's a step in the right direction.


I'm just shocked and dismayed that I can admit that I like him so much. I would be crushed if anything were to happen...heaven forbid! Ack, I don't even want to think about that...


I suppose I'm saying that because he'll be away this weekend...and I'm looking for things to fill my time so I don't miss or think about him. Although I suppose that is inevitable.


All I can say is that I've fallen...