Monday, December 21, 2009

Let Me Off!!!!

Wow. What a difference a day makes. I feel like an emotional train wreck right now. I swear it must have something to do with perimenopause. Unreal. I mean, the week before has always been a wild emotional rollercoaster of an ordeal. But now...it's just plain unbearable.

Weekend was good except for the migraine on Saturday. (hmmmm...I got one a month ago, oh lord, this sounds perimenpausal, too, now that I think about it. UGH!)

Today, I got home from work, put on my running gear and ran 4.67 miles outside. It was a great run. I felt awesome and elated - you know, the runner's high! - and was dancing and singing around the house after I got home. Two or three hours later...balling my eyes out.

Now here I sit pondering WTF is going on. And searching the web! LOL!!!

Sure enough everything I've been experiencing...perimenopause... Hot flashes (night sweats), irregular periods, mood swings, difficulty sleeping, worsening PMS, fuzzy thinking, breast pain, unwanted hair growth, stiffness/joint pain (although this could be running induced), craving sweets/carbs, weight gain (yes, even with all the running, I've gained weight)...

I just want this torrid ride to stop...

Someone please let me off!!!!

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